assalammualaikum sahabat handai :)

hi ! today its friday and im working in johor bharu ! yeeeeyyhhh , what so proud , its just first day after a few month im not working , guess what .? im working at celcom center as customer service haha , so cool 10-10 , oh why so long .? maybe its just for a while , when i get better offer then chaw , i hope i could stay longer here , earn money by own , why im here ? its just a sad story to tell on , before i come here im staying in kuala lumpur for 4 years , after im finished my diploma in security management then im working as collector , secretary , admin assistant , so many job for me to live . now why im being here .? im looking for calmness , why people should bother what im doing , why people do care when im not working .? why they determine what should i do , what should i have , its not your problem , its my problem as long as im happy with my life. sedih bila orang tak boleh faham kehendak kita , sedih bila kita kena turut cakap orang , sedih bila semua benda harus dikongkong , kenapa .? sbb aku hidup sorg2 .? sebab aku mmg alone .? aku bawak diri sampai ke johor ni bukan benda yang mudah , aku men aci redah sajo , dengan berbekalkan duit yang tak seberapa , aku mmg suke turut kata hati then kadg2 aku happy dengan pilihan aku , kadang2 aku menyesal dengan pilihan aku ~

hello people !

kinda its so long im not update my blogs ! so here i am , for the past few years , so many happen on me , and im so sad , i cant take it anymore , serioulsy im so tired .. people see me laugh but deep in my heart im so stress and my heart cry with a smile on my face , hari ni bertarikh 26.8.2013 aku still tak bekerja and agak lama aku tak bekerja , aku susah nak stay sesuatu keje tu lama2 sbb aku tak tahu kenapa , maybe mood aku still lagi nak belajar tapi takde rezeki aku nak sambung degree , cukup la sampai diploma kan , if la ade org sponsror aku nak sambung belajar , itu sgt awsome oh :) hello jgn berangan ! im 22 and i've got nothing , i means aku nak harta sendri at least kereta hasil duit aku sendiri , or something i could proud about it .

JOZAN

OUH jozan ! im fall in love with u , hee ~ korg super duper funny ouh , aq minat gle kat dorg starting drog msok dalam industri seni nie , zizan the most i like , zizan ensem sometime , johan aq taa bole suke sbb dye da married , hahah ~ tapi aq weirdo sikt , zizan nie ramai btol perempuan kat sekeliling die yang digosipkan , sekejap juliana evans , sekejap diana amer , ouh zizan pilih laa satu je okee, saya taw market awak skrg tgh nek hahahx ~ and congrates gak pade korg sbb korg bnyk sgt pencapaian yg korg dapat walaupon korg bole dikatakan baru dalam industri nie , korg ade tv show sndry , pengacaraan  now zizan dah jadi penyanyi rap plak duet nan si dina malaysian idol , congrates gak pada korg sbb da mng tmpt ke2 dlm mharjlwk , tp taa pew laa , korg good luck sbb dpt smpi final taw :) korg taa perlu rsau sbb bnyk peminat korg kat luar sane taw .! hope korg dpt kekalkan imej korg n owex jge reputasi korg sbb aq mmg sentiase mgikuti setiap ape yg korg wat oke ..! i love u jozan! bile korg wat lawak , time aq tgh nges sedu sedan mesty aq leh gelak , setiap kali aq tgh sdey n aq taa naa pk prob aq , cpt2 aq search kat utube carik korg punye lawak yang spontan 2 , sbnyer dorg nie mostly yg doeg wat , taa de script sbb chemistry johan n zizan sgt kuat smpikan msing2 dah taw naa wat pe , taa perlukan script antra dorg , aq suke johan jadi acai , aq se taa de spe leh wat mcm nie , haha ~ then aq suke zizan jadi mael almbong taw ! wahh , korg lau perform owez tiptop n awsome laa ! anyway , smge korg sucess always !

ouh oppa this gcb ! grab it ! hahah ~ i want this, really want , oh damm , its kinda awsome how big this burger , but my oppa said the taste like sate , so then he have treat me this ( sweet kan ) . oppa , unni naa makan nie , so dye cakap dye aq bwk aq g makan GCB .! oppa tgk kat iklan tv perh sgt menggiurkan ooo .! so aq naa rse laa sdp sgt ke burger nie , eventhoug i lolike buger , hehe , aq taa de mase naa kua pegi beli mkana nie (sbnyer tggu org blnje) hahah ~ naa makan dgn kawan2 , kawan2 aq sume dok dating je , jelsh aq haish ~ alaa , taa pe laa , oppa aq ade , taa kesah laa lme pon jnjy dye cakap dye naa bwk , so aq tgu laa , kalau dye taa bwk , aq tacink laa , tp kalau laa dye 2 suke pjok orang hahha ~ ouhhh MCDONALD , i'm lovin it ! , kau tggu okee .! aq naa makan kau naa grab kau ! hahaah ~

stay home no job

      huh .! ok then , it almost one month i'm just stay at home , its quite bored but mybe i dont feel like i want to work and doing those fucking shit .! ahhaah ~ son then , its up to you guys u want to say that im lazy gurl, its ok with me , its just to hard for me to wake up early in the morning , bath , and find some shirt to wear and then go to work , grrrr! why i have to work .? ok then , this word comes only for person who does not want to sucess in your life ~ hee ~ but for me , i know what im doing , as long as i know th limit to survive ur life in the true path way ok. sleep in the morning and wake up at the night and chill in the middle of night , thats what im doing right now .! its like nothing , i felt that same way , but i think , im tooooooo lazy for me to work , someone .?? please scold me to go find some work pleasss ! im kinda happy with my life now , no need to do anything , eventhough im not workaholic but one day i will be that type of person 

mengedix ^..^

 hello guys :) today i got hot stories 4 u guys hahax , motif di sni jangan mengedix bile anda dapat mesej okee ,? haha ~ hobby aq mmg baca novel everyday , okee then give me big applause laa sbb saya suke membcaca dah sekrg , aq tgh sedap2 baca novel , ehh aq dgr bunyi yang kurang menyenagkan , bunyi hentakan kuat , last2 membe aq mngadu sakit tanye macam ne naa pki kasut esok .? kaki sakit .! hahahx , ape lgi aq guling2 laa ketawe , haapy sangat dye dpt mesej smpi tehntk kaki kat katil kayu , mau taa menjerit weyh ., then aq cakap padan la muke kaw . sape soh mgedix lgi ahah ~ lain kali terjon je bgonan haapy sngt kan , plus blik aq dkt dgn tgkp kelaur kepla nmpk jalan raya , klau naa bnh dry bole sangat comform warga sunway makan mebduri free weyh seminngu :) hey kau ni reen cindit , haty2 laa weyh , ade lgi beb :) , part dye jatuh blik air mmg unny gilew , dye jatuh senyap2 tkot aq gelakkan dye , last2 aq pusing belakang tgk2 dye da jtoh ahahha ~ bergema la ruma weyh dgr sore aq yaang ngempereng nie :) aq pelik mcm ne dye leh jtoh tpi sian jugak la kat dye sbb sakit badan2 dye aahahah ~ anway , lesson : haty2 dlam ape jua yg anda wat oke .?

zaqirin rosly

ZAQIRIN ROSLY

hello guys , when i broke up with him , he comes to my life ..!i dont mind what people want to say about me . and i dont mind of those fucking shit sound .. it sounds like im mad but for me , dont hear what people said , just satnd up by ur own , be independent . i admit that its to early for the decision of this love but i think it was not about love , totally it was about heart and your felling <3 im kinda happy lately . his name zaqirin rosly , study klmu , how i know him , let it be secret :) im cmfortable with him and i love him , when im asking him , why u love me then he said no reason , then im curios about that , then know i know why he told me that , i love the way u propose me , i love the way u temper eventhough sometime im really pissed off about that but i dont mind as long as u know u limit and u know how to control urself , and what im kinda happy , when he brings me play badminton haha , it little bit funny when i play that , every week he will bring me to the play that game. for the first meet he though me that im chinese, then i laugh i said that im malay u . take time to know me (thats what we talking when we both together somewehere)  the most  i like about him he love riding ,ouuhh daMM , when the first im ride with him , it was totally scared , like he the only one on the bike :) after that im happy haha ~ that's only me know about that . so that's all about him chill out