assalammualaikum sahabat handai :)

hi ! today its friday and im working in johor bharu ! yeeeeyyhhh , what so proud , its just first day after a few month im not working , guess what .? im working at celcom center as customer service haha , so cool 10-10 , oh why so long .? maybe its just for a while , when i get better offer then chaw , i hope i could stay longer here , earn money by own , why im here ? its just a sad story to tell on , before i come here im staying in kuala lumpur for 4 years , after im finished my diploma in security management then im working as collector , secretary , admin assistant , so many job for me to live . now why im being here .? im looking for calmness , why people should bother what im doing , why people do care when im not working .? why they determine what should i do , what should i have , its not your problem , its my problem as long as im happy with my life. sedih bila orang tak boleh faham kehendak kita , sedih bila kita kena turut cakap orang , sedih bila semua benda harus dikongkong , kenapa .? sbb aku hidup sorg2 .? sebab aku mmg alone .? aku bawak diri sampai ke johor ni bukan benda yang mudah , aku men aci redah sajo , dengan berbekalkan duit yang tak seberapa , aku mmg suke turut kata hati then kadg2 aku happy dengan pilihan aku , kadang2 aku menyesal dengan pilihan aku ~